So why don't you ask me how i feel

I am tired and lonley and my body is in a chill

Where is that girl that said with me she would spend her life

Have my children stay by my side forever and be my wife

She was the finest thing i had ever laid eyes on

And she came into my heart but not to stay for long

She wined me she dined me and made me feel so good

And i thought i felt the best i ever could

She cooked, she cleaned, she rubbed my back at night

She kissed, she hugged and always loved me right

She did each and everthing a woman could do

And never i think i could find love so true

She called me from work, the gym and the store

And she forever told me she loved me more and more

I gave her all i could...my last dime even my last cent..

But still nothing mattered execpt the time we spent

Holding each other and laying by the fire

And let me tell you all...She was my true desire

When i looked into her eyes i saw nothing but twinkling lights

Even though i wasn't jealous i hated to let her out my sight

For i felt so empty when she wasn't there

All i wanted to do was run my fingers through her hair

Then something went totally so wrong

Cause i woke up one morning and my love was gone

She left me a letter explaining the ordeal

You could never experience the way it made me feel

As i sat on the bed scratching my head....

I was reading over and over what the letter said:.......

Dear Boo:

But now we have to part

Never did i once want to break your heart

You showed me more love i could ever show

And rather than hurt you i rather let you go

The truth of the matter is i am not ready to settle down

I feel that i still have a lot of getting around...

I thank you for respecting me and treating me like a queen

You gave me your heart, love, trust and everything

One day someone will be in your life

And give you the same love you give and become your wife

I hope that you can forgive me for what i have done

I promise you the time we spent was precious and fun

Baby please things are not what they seem

But for the rest of my days on earth your will be in my dreams.....

As i finished reading it for the millionth time...

I started more and more to lose my mind

I have lost the only person whom i loved and adore

So what reason is there to stay living for

So i got drunk as hell stumbled to the closed and got my gun

Loaded the chamber pulled the trigger and did what had to be done

So now here i am stiff and everbody crying

And there was really no since in me really dying

I left my family, my grandma and daughter behind

If only i could just go back into time

But now it is too late cause i am six feet deep

Wtih dirt over my body and in a eternal sleep.............