So why don't you ask me how i feel
I am tired and lonley and my body is in a chill

Where is that girl that said with me she would spend her life
Have my children stay by my side forever and be my wife

She was the finest thing i had ever laid eyes on
And she came into my heart but not to stay for long

She wined me she dined me and made me feel so good
And i thought i felt the best i ever could

She cooked, she cleaned, she rubbed my back at night
She kissed, she hugged and always loved me right

She did each and everthing a woman could do
And never i think i could find love so true

She called me from work, the gym and the store
And she forever told me she loved me more and more

I gave her all i could...my last dime even my last cent..
But still nothing mattered execpt the time we spent

Holding each other and laying by the fire
And let me tell you all...She was my true desire

When i looked into her eyes i saw nothing but twinkling lights
Even though i wasn't jealous i hated to let her out my sight

For i felt so empty when she wasn't there
All i wanted to do was run my fingers through her hair

Then something went totally so wrong
Cause i woke up one morning and my love was gone

She left me a letter explaining the ordeal
You could never experience the way it made me feel

As i sat on the bed scratching my head....
I was reading over and over what the letter said:.......

Dear Boo: 
	But now we have to part
	Never did i once want to break your heart

	You showed me more love i could ever show
	And rather than hurt you i rather let you go

	The truth of the matter is i am not ready to settle down
	I feel that i still have a lot of getting around...

	I thank you for respecting me and treating me like a queen
	You gave me your heart, love, trust and everything

	One day someone will be in your life
	And give you the same love you give and become your wife

	I hope that you can forgive me for what i have done
	I promise you the time we spent was precious and fun

	Baby please things are not what they seem
	But for the rest of my days on earth your will be in my dreams.....

	As i finished reading it for the millionth time...
	I started more and more to lose my mind

	I have lost the only person whom i loved and adore
	So what reason is there to stay living for

	So i got drunk as hell  stumbled to the closed and got my gun
	Loaded the chamber pulled the trigger and did what had to be done

	So now here i am stiff and everbody crying
	And there was really no since in me really dying

	I left my family, my grandma and daughter behind
	If only i could just go back into time

	But now it is too late cause i am six feet deep
	Wtih dirt over my body and in a eternal sleep.............


						WRITTEN BY 
						KIEV LAVON DYSON